Ask Questions

Turn negative thoughts into positive ones
Every time you ask a question answer yes
Anything that does not allow that am I willing to destroy and un-create? YES

I've been experimenting with opening up myself to idea of changing the way my mind has been thinking my whole life.  It's a fine line between putting things out in the universe that you "want" and making them happen for yourself.  But, I think by specifically putting things out there that you want to happen you are subconsciously making them happen.

Stay on course
Put forth the effort and take some personal responsibility.
BELIEVE
That which you put out there comes back to you so better to put out positivity
Help others and ask for help when you need it.

The past couple of days I've been wondering if I truly enjoy my job.  Today my sister brought up the fact that for now, even if my job isn't my dream job, it's giving me a paycheck that allows me to focus on the things that are important right now.  Being happy, positive, healing my knees, learning about food and how it affects me. For example today I was feeling great.  Then someone left some cookies in the lunch room at work.  I took two and ate them.  Ten minutes later I was crying.  For no reason.  Sugar really fucks with me.  I forgive myself for eating the cookies because I love myself first and foremost.  And I draw on that love to resist eating the cookie next time.  I have come to terms with the fact that it (sugar) is just something I can no longer have.  Like people who allergic to peanut butter.  Life goes on.  The world will not end!

Back to my original thought when starting this post.  I believe I will run again without pain.
What energy, space and consciousness can my body and I truly be to run pain free as long as I like and advance my personal goals? Anything that does not allow that, am I willing to destroy and un-create? YES

I love this statement I read on twitter yesterday:  "If it is important to you, you will find a way to get it done.  If it's not, you will find an excuse."--@darkhorsetri

And this one: "How can it get any better than this?"--@ZenEnterprises

Make it count,
Mer-ooo